Weekend with Subi-Mohit-Arnab-Monica-Softy ...........gr88888!!!!
I had all the fun dat I had been waiting for so long.Sitting wid frenz...jus unwinding, cooking food at home .....shopping,getting tired, all the running around, eating out, movie, popcorns, chatting,late night, night out sleeping well too ..atleast the last night....it was fun .....great fun....
And as I write this on a Monday today.....I am missing it all the more....Mondays are just always too much on time...:((
Well but, I don't hate them, esp after an energetic, and reenergising weekend.....am all set to rocket through the 5days ahead....ooppss....I forgot..I do have an off.....ooh but dats on a Thursday......ooooooooHHH:((( long weekend not possible.....even Dussehra is on a thursday....:(((....K guess the Universe is conspiring agianst us all.......!!!!Still the spirit prevails........I'll have fun...I'll have fun.....:)))))
Coming ack to wots behind me now......infact just behind me....my sweet weekend......thnxx all of u......All you guys....Rock......U lifetd my spirits wn I was down and almost shattered.....(Subi, you know why!!!!!....)))...I have enjoyed every bit of it......But the coffee was misssing .....:(((((
Subi....I love you dear........
Monica thnx for the champi....u lazylittle gurl.........
Softy.....u made a great tea....but m sorY....I was hooked on a long call....
Arnab.....it was great to meet u aftera loooon ...loooong time.....I thought u wud have got some other hairstyle.....but the Harri puttar look.......was again great...
Mohit.....I nevvvvaa nevvaa...knew Guys love shopping.....m enlightened after this revelation...wish u a great stay.....come back soon.....the coffee is due....
wot more.....lots more.....but I can't find the words to say......I love you all.....thnx a lot....keep in touch.......and Subi.......I wud love to watch the sequel wid u.....I hope they show some really gooody doody scenes.....deatil mein......ho ho ho.......:P
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
PaSSion PeNdULum
I have been reading a lot of blogs o'er these days.....may be they inspire me .....my creativity....may be I get some sense of creative satisfaction after having feasted my thoughts on the thoughts that others have felt and lived, already..!!
Whatever be the reason I have'nt failed to actually read through .....few of the blogs on a regular basis ...and I have realised something new about myself.....I always knew I love to write....but I love to read as well...!!!!!yo yo yo yo .....
Now I have some hope .....that I'l complete my "Fountain head"....that I have started ....restarted....restarted....but never managed to read thru in sequence till the last page.I am just too impulsive about so many things....if I feel like having them...I will dig heaven and Hell to lay my hands on them.....and then....they meet the similar fate........I start them...restart them.....keep them in a fine cupboard...as far as possible a see through kinda shelf...where they can keep haunting me from....and calls me to return to them...!!!
I remember the Fountain Head bug had bitten me 3 years back ...when I was in my 3rd year.....a small discussion about the philosophical edge to it.....o'er a cuppa tea....with my hostel junior...Aditi....whose an avid avid reader...thinker...writer...actually at that point in time I belonged to the same herd too.....thinking...writing...speaking ...well....and then ......then....nothing could stop me....took an auto from kashmere gate ..(where my hostel was)....till Kamla Nagar....outside....Incense Store...sits a photocopied book vala......bought it for 100 bucks.(now alll u book lovers....would hate me for that..) took the same Auto ..my way back to the hostel...almost locked myself in my room..n started off....missed the evening attendance call...got my share of .....******(.....beeeeeeeeeeeeep) from my very dear Warden Maam.(jokes apart..I really really adore her...and she knows that...and in ways subtle and silent I have always felt reciprocated too)
I have a good news for u...no I dont encourage ....the plagiarists...not at all....but first I get a "sasti" copy....and read through...rather skim through....if it holds my fascination ...I quickly buy the original one..Now this doesn't offend my sense of morals...if theres beauty in the words...then I go for the original......Absolved ..absolved absolved...
Recently a painting bug visited my place...and this has lived in some secret corner ever since it came ....because this time when on a Friday after my office I hit the Sector -18 Noida Market....I did that after making calls on all possible Noida residents that I had in my contact list ...and my last land lady finally had answers to my questions ...."wherez the most updated...most rich ...stationery shop in Noida?"....well..I hit the store and then ....got myself the most expensive sketchbook in the size that I wanted....took all care that there would be margin to get my work framed....confidence ..confidence.. confidence.. the air ,the food, the water...almost everything provides me that....the stalk somehow never depletes.
And then I got myself brushes of all the necessary basic sizes....some colours they call as magic colours... aqua pencil colours...and all in a brown paper bag....carried it like my baby....entered the CCD in CSM...and treated the artist in me o'er a n Irish coffee ...sat there for almost an hour....looking at the passer by's ...drawing inspiration to paint , felt so much like an artist who is above the daily humdrum...in his own world, absorbed and engrossed in a journey within,a higher pursuit, a traveller enjoying his journey in the unknown , gave a long smile to every one who had to notice me noticing them.And then I walked through the mall ....feeling like a new born baby , with so many things to wonder about.
Spent a week in searching for nude paintings /sketches that could inspire me ......and now the brown paper bag rests on the side table. I keep peeping into it, assuring myself that my trasured possession is intact. Well, this one didn't turn out ...all that bad!! I managed to paint "Kama Devi" and have put that on my door....wasnt all that bad....but wasnt all that great either to be in frames! Now.....I am on the restarting .....and restarting spree again.
The latest pass-ion being ......collecting Feng Shui collectibles......Got myself an "Evil Eye" for my House.Its beautiful....an expression of my love for the shades of blue....its a wall hanging ...for the entrance infact. The shopkeeper infact the Owner of the studio...explained to me the power of belief, hmmm... nice guy with good marketing skills. I never buy these things without testing the knowledge of the person who sells them, not to forget my own faith is a must before everything else.Also got a Feng Shui wind chime....golden is the color of the season and so , I have it in golden color though the silver one was the love at first sight....but thanks to the shopowner again this tim e, I got the golden one for myself.!!!! A basket laughing Buddha, being another bought, sits pretty on my small black rack , where all my little gifts from friends and well wishers lay displayed.
I have travelled the journey from not minding spending any amount, to loving to spend on these little little pretty artifacts. It satisfies my creative urge again. I have also bought lots of candle stands , votives , with the hope that I would have learnt candle making before Deepawali. I really really want to gift all my dearest ones with my own handmade candles this Deepawali.
I hope, I'll soon update this blog with the pictures of all the above mentioned pass-ions....my painting, candles, Wind chimes ...and I am sure the list would have covered miles by then.another thing on my mind is Charcoal Sketching , I have tried my hand at it, with that confidence -confidence -confidence in my childhood training in pencil sketching. But eachtime I managed to have more charcoal powder everywhere else , but for the intending spots in the sketch..........ARRRRRRRRRRRghhH...........
As of now this passion has continued and stayed with me since the last four months or so....and I am enjoying this companionship.Till this stays with me I am feeeling rich......
"Show me the way to the land of undying Sun and Moon......and give me the silver to paint the stars"
Whatever be the reason I have'nt failed to actually read through .....few of the blogs on a regular basis ...and I have realised something new about myself.....I always knew I love to write....but I love to read as well...!!!!!yo yo yo yo .....
Now I have some hope .....that I'l complete my "Fountain head"....that I have started ....restarted....restarted....but never managed to read thru in sequence till the last page.I am just too impulsive about so many things....if I feel like having them...I will dig heaven and Hell to lay my hands on them.....and then....they meet the similar fate........I start them...restart them.....keep them in a fine cupboard...as far as possible a see through kinda shelf...where they can keep haunting me from....and calls me to return to them...!!!
I remember the Fountain Head bug had bitten me 3 years back ...when I was in my 3rd year.....a small discussion about the philosophical edge to it.....o'er a cuppa tea....with my hostel junior...Aditi....whose an avid avid reader...thinker...writer...actually at that point in time I belonged to the same herd too.....thinking...writing...speaking ...well....and then ......then....nothing could stop me....took an auto from kashmere gate ..(where my hostel was)....till Kamla Nagar....outside....Incense Store...sits a photocopied book vala......bought it for 100 bucks.(now alll u book lovers....would hate me for that..) took the same Auto ..my way back to the hostel...almost locked myself in my room..n started off....missed the evening attendance call...got my share of .....******(.....beeeeeeeeeeeeep) from my very dear Warden Maam.(jokes apart..I really really adore her...and she knows that...and in ways subtle and silent I have always felt reciprocated too)
I have a good news for u...no I dont encourage ....the plagiarists...not at all....but first I get a "sasti" copy....and read through...rather skim through....if it holds my fascination ...I quickly buy the original one..Now this doesn't offend my sense of morals...if theres beauty in the words...then I go for the original......Absolved ..absolved absolved...
Recently a painting bug visited my place...and this has lived in some secret corner ever since it came ....because this time when on a Friday after my office I hit the Sector -18 Noida Market....I did that after making calls on all possible Noida residents that I had in my contact list ...and my last land lady finally had answers to my questions ...."wherez the most updated...most rich ...stationery shop in Noida?"....well..I hit the store and then ....got myself the most expensive sketchbook in the size that I wanted....took all care that there would be margin to get my work framed....confidence ..confidence.. confidence.. the air ,the food, the water...almost everything provides me that....the stalk somehow never depletes.
And then I got myself brushes of all the necessary basic sizes....some colours they call as magic colours... aqua pencil colours...and all in a brown paper bag....carried it like my baby....entered the CCD in CSM...and treated the artist in me o'er a n Irish coffee ...sat there for almost an hour....looking at the passer by's ...drawing inspiration to paint , felt so much like an artist who is above the daily humdrum...in his own world, absorbed and engrossed in a journey within,a higher pursuit, a traveller enjoying his journey in the unknown , gave a long smile to every one who had to notice me noticing them.And then I walked through the mall ....feeling like a new born baby , with so many things to wonder about.
Spent a week in searching for nude paintings /sketches that could inspire me ......and now the brown paper bag rests on the side table. I keep peeping into it, assuring myself that my trasured possession is intact. Well, this one didn't turn out ...all that bad!! I managed to paint "Kama Devi" and have put that on my door....wasnt all that bad....but wasnt all that great either to be in frames! Now.....I am on the restarting .....and restarting spree again.
The latest pass-ion being ......collecting Feng Shui collectibles......Got myself an "Evil Eye" for my House.Its beautiful....an expression of my love for the shades of blue....its a wall hanging ...for the entrance infact. The shopkeeper infact the Owner of the studio...explained to me the power of belief, hmmm... nice guy with good marketing skills. I never buy these things without testing the knowledge of the person who sells them, not to forget my own faith is a must before everything else.Also got a Feng Shui wind chime....golden is the color of the season and so , I have it in golden color though the silver one was the love at first sight....but thanks to the shopowner again this tim e, I got the golden one for myself.!!!! A basket laughing Buddha, being another bought, sits pretty on my small black rack , where all my little gifts from friends and well wishers lay displayed.
I have travelled the journey from not minding spending any amount, to loving to spend on these little little pretty artifacts. It satisfies my creative urge again. I have also bought lots of candle stands , votives , with the hope that I would have learnt candle making before Deepawali. I really really want to gift all my dearest ones with my own handmade candles this Deepawali.
I hope, I'll soon update this blog with the pictures of all the above mentioned pass-ions....my painting, candles, Wind chimes ...and I am sure the list would have covered miles by then.another thing on my mind is Charcoal Sketching , I have tried my hand at it, with that confidence -confidence -confidence in my childhood training in pencil sketching. But eachtime I managed to have more charcoal powder everywhere else , but for the intending spots in the sketch..........ARRRRRRRRRRRghhH...........
As of now this passion has continued and stayed with me since the last four months or so....and I am enjoying this companionship.Till this stays with me I am feeeling rich......
"Show me the way to the land of undying Sun and Moon......and give me the silver to paint the stars"
....Fed up with my habit...
Meaning to do something and not doing it.....has been my forte.....I keep breaking my own records in procastinating the things that mean the most to me in my life.....things/events which , given a chance to breathe in the world of reality .....hold the potential of changing my life.Not that all is bad here.....but I wish I could allow the beautiful things to have a place in my life......with all the little effort ....or even greater ones ....beacuse they would be worthwhile...for sure...!!!!
Monday, July 9, 2007
Now that little things have once again become important ,
And the pain of seeing big dreams crumble and die down has ended.....
It seems like life is like a clear sky after the dark clouds have floated away and so fresh like the green and shinning nature after a breezy shower........
Life is simple, beautiful and easy.......I realise it now and then.....keep forgetting it easily when troubles start ruling my mind and all the blessings seem small infront of tem.....
I jus wanna learn how to feel grateful always for the beauty and simplicity that my life is filled with like the faith of my parents ....and the love of those who matter and the ,money to buy me enough to enjoy my life and so much more....
Let me learn to forget all thats so small .....so small infront of all that I have ....my blessings ...and luck that save e every now and then....
Like the other day ....when I thought I have no money.....I found a folded 100 bucks in the tiny pocket of my bag....and just so much when I wanted to travel by an autio ...being in no mood to fight my way through the stinky crowd in the bus.......
God kept my little desire ....took care of my mood....I should not forget to thank him for this....!!!
And the pain of seeing big dreams crumble and die down has ended.....
It seems like life is like a clear sky after the dark clouds have floated away and so fresh like the green and shinning nature after a breezy shower........
Life is simple, beautiful and easy.......I realise it now and then.....keep forgetting it easily when troubles start ruling my mind and all the blessings seem small infront of tem.....
I jus wanna learn how to feel grateful always for the beauty and simplicity that my life is filled with like the faith of my parents ....and the love of those who matter and the ,money to buy me enough to enjoy my life and so much more....
Let me learn to forget all thats so small .....so small infront of all that I have ....my blessings ...and luck that save e every now and then....
Like the other day ....when I thought I have no money.....I found a folded 100 bucks in the tiny pocket of my bag....and just so much when I wanted to travel by an autio ...being in no mood to fight my way through the stinky crowd in the bus.......
God kept my little desire ....took care of my mood....I should not forget to thank him for this....!!!
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Chasing ....my Thoughts ......Offfffffffff
Do we build life.....create life .....or live it?
well there are so many times when i feel like writing whats in my mind , but then without falling into any thought process propelled by the idea or my intention to write...I want to write just that very thought that is floating in my mind in that very moment . Even right now, I want to write whatever is walking the lanes of my mind...without even me knowing about it.
I feel ......much beyond what I am thinking right now and writing ....theres something else that my mind and thoughts were preoccupied with ...that my conscious mind knows not. I mean theres no way I am ever able to catch my silent thoughts . As soon as I direct all my focus within my own mind to view those silent thoughts playing in my mental garden.....they seem to just vanish and run away as if someone scary is trying to chase them and they would not let it happen !!
Ohhh......even now what I wrote wasa product of the application of my thoughts on my thoughts...yaeh exactly u are rite its all so jumbled up.....whereas I just wanted to observe what was going on within me throughout the day.....and I wanted to observe and pen them down here.........
Any way.....my luck might just get better nextime....I failed this time...though I see my fingers moving on the keyboard with the speed of my thoughts as if not to make any single thought wait for me to register it over here....else it would mind the wait and slip away......!!
I caught you all.....see..:)))
well there are so many times when i feel like writing whats in my mind , but then without falling into any thought process propelled by the idea or my intention to write...I want to write just that very thought that is floating in my mind in that very moment . Even right now, I want to write whatever is walking the lanes of my mind...without even me knowing about it.
I feel ......much beyond what I am thinking right now and writing ....theres something else that my mind and thoughts were preoccupied with ...that my conscious mind knows not. I mean theres no way I am ever able to catch my silent thoughts . As soon as I direct all my focus within my own mind to view those silent thoughts playing in my mental garden.....they seem to just vanish and run away as if someone scary is trying to chase them and they would not let it happen !!
Ohhh......even now what I wrote wasa product of the application of my thoughts on my thoughts...yaeh exactly u are rite its all so jumbled up.....whereas I just wanted to observe what was going on within me throughout the day.....and I wanted to observe and pen them down here.........
Any way.....my luck might just get better nextime....I failed this time...though I see my fingers moving on the keyboard with the speed of my thoughts as if not to make any single thought wait for me to register it over here....else it would mind the wait and slip away......!!
I caught you all.....see..:)))
"SeaSoNaL LoVeR"....Me....yeah Not seAsOn BuT sEaSoNaL LoVer....GOd SaVe Me....!!!!
With a real bothering headache..I write this Blog...seems I have a reason to be happy...may be I am looking forward to something beautiful happening after sometime..later in the day...that makes me ignore my headache so easily and stay so happy....
I also feel its something to do with the weather....Rains and spring two seasons in the year....when I fall in love with everything appening in my life ...and ofcourse with someone whose the best at that point in time in the corridors of my life...Yeah...I am a seasonal Lover....HuH...
Wow ...I like that coinage ... "Seasonal Lover"
It just rained outside while I was busy working on an Ecel Sheet.....frankly speaking I was enjoyin it today.....unlike the other times when I struggle with these cells and rows and columns.....all because I now and then took a glimpse of the rain falling on the big glass pains of the windows just behind me......Green leaves at the top of the tall tall trees as if dancing to the music of the rain...or the music of the wind... only they know better what...I felt like theres no reason to worry in life...
Not even about living away from my parents when they need me so much with them for reasons that are more emotional than for any other reason...and not even when I am not enjoying the kind of work I get paid for....not even when I do not know...what I want to do next if not this work...not even when I have so many pending tasks ahead to be completed on a sunday thats tomorrow...not even when I have no money on me these das and am indebted till neck ...not even when m running out necessities in life...not even when I havent found thAT someone special I would feel proud and blessed to introduce to my parents ....not even when I have this bad migraine headache that refuses to leave me ...trying hard to spoil my evening I so much wait for.....
Afterall SaTUrday Evenings are my incentive/motivation/or whatever you may say....for the whole week....:))
I also feel its something to do with the weather....Rains and spring two seasons in the year....when I fall in love with everything appening in my life ...and ofcourse with someone whose the best at that point in time in the corridors of my life...Yeah...I am a seasonal Lover....HuH...
Wow ...I like that coinage ... "Seasonal Lover"
It just rained outside while I was busy working on an Ecel Sheet.....frankly speaking I was enjoyin it today.....unlike the other times when I struggle with these cells and rows and columns.....all because I now and then took a glimpse of the rain falling on the big glass pains of the windows just behind me......Green leaves at the top of the tall tall trees as if dancing to the music of the rain...or the music of the wind... only they know better what...I felt like theres no reason to worry in life...
Not even about living away from my parents when they need me so much with them for reasons that are more emotional than for any other reason...and not even when I am not enjoying the kind of work I get paid for....not even when I do not know...what I want to do next if not this work...not even when I have so many pending tasks ahead to be completed on a sunday thats tomorrow...not even when I have no money on me these das and am indebted till neck ...not even when m running out necessities in life...not even when I havent found thAT someone special I would feel proud and blessed to introduce to my parents ....not even when I have this bad migraine headache that refuses to leave me ...trying hard to spoil my evening I so much wait for.....
Afterall SaTUrday Evenings are my incentive/motivation/or whatever you may say....for the whole week....:))
Friday, July 6, 2007
.........For a gooODY gOOOODY Friend ....I thank u God!!
.........Now that I saw you reading this....I felt like I've found a friend ....so honest and so much near....!!!
The very realisation of this fact brings so much of a satisfaction to me ...that I feel I am blessed and lucky....and that God loves me for sure....even though I dont remember him often!!!
Hey God ....has strange ways of bringing people into our life...sometimes they just dont seem to be there when they are always there and .......sometimes they were never there ...when all you thought was their Love, support and are!!
Strange ya....U are strange God....Love Ya....for this one...a cute fren...whom you've just dropped in my life as if ....u were dropping Gifts from heaven ...and I got this one!! :)
The very realisation of this fact brings so much of a satisfaction to me ...that I feel I am blessed and lucky....and that God loves me for sure....even though I dont remember him often!!!
Hey God ....has strange ways of bringing people into our life...sometimes they just dont seem to be there when they are always there and .......sometimes they were never there ...when all you thought was their Love, support and are!!
Strange ya....U are strange God....Love Ya....for this one...a cute fren...whom you've just dropped in my life as if ....u were dropping Gifts from heaven ...and I got this one!! :)
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